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06:01 pm
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what a day
so today seems to be one of those days where you just feel seperated from anything and everything. work was so w\e i dont even know waht to talk about in relation to that. my car who knows if it will even drive today... but im going to be optimistic and say im goign to take it for a joy ride tomm. so we'll see how that goes. i'll keep you posted on a daily basis on new events that occur. i've found myself just realize oh i dont know everything! while i was bored out of my mind... geeez. i really just want to go out and have a good time somewhere... i think tonite i'll take a drive to the shop (hope fully in the turbo hatch) because that would be awsome... i just want to hear it turn on and blow off just once... that would be absolutely awsome...
this weekend should play out interesting. i have so much to do i really need my car... i cant rely on someone now using their car... not only that but i just dont feel comfortable driving their car.
*maria is a little upset... w\e its not my fault... WTF was i suppose to do....*
*i honestly really dont care because you know waht you cant just start giving a darn all of a sudden and expect someone to forget about 3 weeks and give you their complete attention, sorry maybe some people work like that but NOT ME. so if you ignore me for a certain time period... guess what.. payback's a bitch. so i'll ignore you for 6 weeks.
have to go right now... but there is alot more to type....
Current Mood:  enraged
Current Music: Think Twice
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09:17 am
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soooooooo tired.
I am so tired i can barely stay up, if it wasn’t for all the coffee i drank just now. Needless to say I still feel like I am going to pass out. I ended up going to bed around 6 and woke up at 6:45. Oh yea real good nights sleep… NOT. But I did take a 5 hour nap from 10-2:30. That was really needed. Sooo tired after working on the car it’s not even funny, I’m fat and I need to get in shape.
So I woke up around 2:30 and I couldn’t sleep so I had some Orange Juice and I came back and as soon as I opened my phone to see if Alicia called… she called… so weird so I was on the phone till I don’t know like 5 maybe… yea she’s like Nirav you have to wake up in an hour and 45 minutes… my response. minor details Don’t worry about too much... haha
On a lighter note, the car is almost done… just missing the OBD1 injector clips since the RC310 cc injectors don’t wire up… and the 450CC injectors require a resistor box.
Current Mood:  pleased
Current Music: outhere bors - boom boom boom
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09:51 am
[Link] | Yesterday was strange. I think I had a major anxiety attack yesterday, bad so that I over stressed myself. I could tell because as soon as I got home I went online talked for 10 minutes and passed out until this morning, that’s not like me at all. I literally forgot to turn off the lights, the computer, the bathroom light, and was almost of my bed sleeping really awkward. Maybe its time I go back to the psychiatrist and see what she says, because that was not normal at all, in fact that was as far from normal as I could possibly go. I was freaking about the oil pan getting welded, the injectors, and a bunch of stuff at once… but I have to get this checked out.
I am dreading the start of school even though that means I’ll be on campus 5 days a week which isn’t so bad because there is always something to do, or someone to see so that will be cool.
Post Mortem in 14 minutes will be back after 3 hours… hope I can make it through this meeting without falling asleep or drawing pictures of the turbo kit…. LOL
Current Mood:  anxious
Current Music: trapt - when all is said
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02:34 pm
[Link] | So most of the turbo kit is already on the car. It should be started in a couple days no problem, and just put it on the dyno at CAR TEK. ! wOOt! Who’s your daddy?? Hahaha….
At any rate sleep has become a real pain in the butt; I don’t want to sleep because there is so much going on. But as much as I say I don’t need it, I REALLY do. So if you call my phone and I act funny…. Just bare with me I’m probably taking a nap.
I’ve stayed up on the phone every night till at least 2:30 talking on the phone, and I have to wake up at 6:45 on the DOT. And not a minute later. Yesterday Alicia called me I don’t know like 11 times… hahaha I really don’t mind. Every time she calles she has something to say or talk about which is cool with me. she actually remembered everything i was suppose to do and that the car show was sunday morning ! geezzz... i even forgot about that. lol
Anticipation is killing me…. I just want to hear it blow off once ! wOOt! The FMIC is just straight grilling you… :)
Current Mood:  sore
Current Music: die trying - oxygens gone
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10:39 am
[Link] | Last night was another interesting night. Expect this time I got 6 hours of sleep… WOOT ! Feels good seriously.
A lot to talk about but, but just don’t feel like typing FOREVER ! lol. But at anyrate turbo kit goes on this weekend ! wOOt! Haven’t been this excited since… I dunno lol. EVER? Hahahaha
BET
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: wyclef - guantanamera
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10:54 am
[Link] | to this week has been absolutely horrible... well with the exception of a few things. i dont know what to say i mean... its my own fault and i cant blame anyone else.
i can only say that i am dissapointed in myself.
talked to alicia for a while last night, i saw it was three so i was like hey i gtg and try and get some sleep... geeez where time flies. she is super kewl, and i feel bad that her rents split, and the whole family situation, she is super nice and doesnt need that kind of stuff in her life.
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01:09 am
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:(
sick... so sick... i cant even stop caughing, and my abs feel like they are about to explode... geezzz i hate this feeling... having a hard time breathing... :(
Current Mood:  sad
Current Music: none!
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11:26 am
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life's pretty fair... i have to admit
so yesterday i had lunch with "A" and she is super kewl. i still cant believe she lives on a farm... hahaha... its just way to funny. i kept teasing her if she was like whats her ana. name... Hilton. just way to funny. so we went to subway, and she has a 6 inch on white, i had a footlong on wheat, she had chicken breast, i had no meat, she had no vegatables, i had all vegatables, she has no S/P only oil and Ving. i had only S/P. it just goes to show how there are not two exact same people in this world.
THATS the whole point though. there is no point in wasting you entire life looking for the person who is exactly like you, because lets face it, it will never work out. there has to be some a certain level of difference.
whether she has a BF or not, its kewl with me, because im not looking to date her. if i wanted a GF i would of had one a LONG time ago, but i just dont feel like right now, with school, work, and the night life (which isnt really going well considering everyday someone is thrown in jail for nothing, or being held up at gun point), but who's keeping track.
the sleeping schedule seems to be pretty good, i've been getting an average of probably 5-6 hours a day. which is a huge improvement from 3. i've learn to calm myself down, and there is no need to get excited about things, or get depressed about things.
my dad seems really kewl lately, i dont know whats up with that, except i better not slip, or its my a$$. so in that case, im going to go study for a 5PM EXAM.
P.S. no im not cheating on you okay! i told you when u get back we'd hangout, and you can have me for the whole day, all you have to do is comeova! duh! we'll go eat dinner at a nice place, i've taken u there once, but we didnt eat, we just walked around, and hungout on the hammock.
Current Mood:  apathetic
Current Music: counting crows - round here
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04:23 am
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Stuck.... just S T U C K
so im not really angry at the world, and yes, i see your point. recently i have been a little more i guess "jumpy" ? is that the word im looking for? i just cant see how people can be people, i guess thats what makes the world turn. you cant change people, but you can make them REALIZE! if there werent diffrent types of people in this world, then i would be a really boring place... besides who would flip the burgers, drive the taxi's, fly the plance, run the country (AND YES I STAND BY GEORGE'S SIDE).
i actually saw a bumper sticker today which said, BUSH AND SONS INC. (formerly known as the United States of America) HAHAHAHAHA. so true and so funny, but what else are you going to do, right? poor John K. didnt stand a chance, all though he did put up a good fight... with all the "Purple Hearts" he won (http://www.jibjab.com).
so i talked to someone on the phone tonite, who i hadnt really talked that much to throughout the last couple years, and it was pretty kewl, and the conversation seemed to be flowing pretty well, i guess things have a tendency to come to full cirlce. no?
even though i know have to study, and literaly pull an all nighter, because i have an exam in less than 4 hours, and i need to study for the 'Study of Africa'. yea i know tell me about it! at least with this semester i will have to take "bull" classes.
well off to study.
ps. i kept it clean.. yea yea.... relax.
Current Mood:  okay
Current Music: sisters radio playing LFO. argh!
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06:47 am
[Link] | robbed at gun-point.... speechless.... lost everything i had on me, phones, money, keys!!!!!(to both the cars which are now stuck over there) !!!!!! thousands of dollars were lost... and i dont have any phone numbers! so guess what if ure reading this no matter who u are comment with your number! because i only remember one.... and thats my house number! im so pissed im going to go punch the wall!
Current Mood:  groggy
Current Music: shut up or i'll kill you!
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